napomo 2021 (Mois national de la poésie)
Écrire un poème par jour pendant le mois d'avril
1.
je me trouverai un abri
en U vers le haut
qui regarde les étoiles
qui récolte la pluie
pour se baigner
même la nuit
j'irai là quand tu regardes pas
je ferai des fresques infinies sur les murs en rond
l'histoire des cycles que tu ne comprends pas
et quand je reviendrai près de toi
je te les conterai tout bas
assoupi, tu m'écoutes
j'aime ça.
2.
j’avalerai l’ouragan
pour faire semblant
qu’il est passé
les hortensias chez maman
partent au vent en-d’dans.
j’voudrais réparer
tes cabanes à oiseaux
j’aimerais
que ça sente les lilas
pour toi aussi
ferme les yeux
s’il-te-plaît
ferme les yeux.
3.
pascale capable
soulève l’échelle
pète presque rien
ballote juste un peu
existe au complet
rigole en même temps
pascale capable
passe à un autre appel
demande-moi pas
aux quinze secondes
si chu correcte
je vais pas casser en deux
en bougeant
une poche de terre
pascanac
pas d’craques
toute beau
toute prop
presque pas d’marques
tu me dérangeras
quand tu sauras comment le faire
en attendant
pascale capable.
4.
tu oublies déjà
toute la douceur avec laquelle
on peut être amis
on vit dans deux vaisseaux
de la Terre à nos rêveries d’enfants
tellement différents
tellement côtes à côtes
j’aimerais que tu me racontes
comment ça se passe
que tu me décrives la vue
que tu
sois doux
ici
il fait chaud
je vois la mer noire
et la muraille de Chine
les étoiles se mêlent aux oiseaux
une drôle de chaises musicales
ici
tu cognerais ta tête
c’est tout microbe
tout petit petit
mais j’te l’dis
t’es toujours
toujours
toujours
toujours
toujours
toujours
toujours
toujours
le bienvenu.
et tu l’seras encore longtemps.
5.
mes amis veulent se pendre
leurs cordes font des boucles
ils s'attachent autour de moi
font leurs noeuds tranquillement
des gestes mécaniques
on les voit plus.
mes amis veulent se noyer
en marchant le long de la st-françois
on a découvert un nouveau sentier
pour se perdre
la bouette plein nos histoires
le printemps qui nous fond
dans les yeux
on a esquivé la mort
encore.
mes amis veulent mourir
ils regardent pas
en traversant la rue
un vélo, un char, un bus
ils disent
"prends-moi vivant
maintenant
fais qu'on m'oublie vite"
j'ai trop d'espoir pour eux.
mes amis veulent mourir et moi
je veux vivre avec eux.
j'aimerais qu'ils me voient jamais
chercher des réponses
le tête brouillée de leurs brumes
tes petits doigts anxieux qui cherchent
sur quoi te raccrocher
tiens-toi bien
s'il-te-plaît.
7. (en rattrapage)
une fois
une amie m'a dit
que quand on se force
mais qu'on a pu d'jus
on puise dans une tinque à gaz limitée
dans les reins
j'connais pas la science derrière
mais mon papa veut toujours
sauver la situation
et il a beaucoup mal
au bas du dos
écrire un poème par jour
hier
a feelé comme tirer du jus
de ma tinque à reins créative
8.
(k moi too.)
tu m’demandes où j’trouve mon jus
j’le trouve
dans mon linge sale
dans l’tiroir d’en bas
dans la chambre à air
dans mon jus d’pomme
dans mon ventre
dans les flaques d’huile
dans le frigo
à côté
l’autre à côté
l’aut’ gauche
pis l’aut’ droite aussi
dans l’eau
« dans boîtagants »
entre ses dents
en arrière du monsieur
sur internet
t’sais la page, là
avec les jeux flash
je l’sais tu, moi, où j’trouve ça
dans ma tête
10.
mes mains
enfin noircies
me font sentir
que j’arrive
la patience pognée
d’ins ongles
un semi de tomates
pointe son nez
électrisant
j’arrive.
9.
j’ai vu tantôt
entre deux sacs de terreau
ton papa
qui te dit de pas scraper tes jeans
en jouant avec les outils
vous magasiniez à la quincaillerie
sortie de grands
il avait besoin « d’une coupe de deux par quat’ »
et de compost
pour te faire un p’tit bac de jardin dans cour
t’as 11 ans
tu veux tout comprendre
comment le « boat serre la visse »
comme dit papa
comment on fait ça
un bac de jardin
pis une cabane à oiseaux
pis tu voudrais poser
tes propres tablettes
quand tu vas être grande
j’me suis rappelée
de toi
dans l’centre jardin
j’vous ai suggéré le fumier de poules
vous m’avez salué e en partant
j’te souhaite de tout savoir
pis de te construire
un phare
quand tu vas être grande.
11.
chaque jour
dessiner une plante
j’ai dit
« regarde les plantes pousser »
leurs silhouettes
des teintes de vert
plus que j’ai de pastels
lundi
la pothos
le trait de sa tige
s’étire un peu plus encore sur la feuille
qu’il y a sept jours
des sirènes dehors
l’univers crisse sur l’asphalte
fait des tonneaux
et la coleus
a de nouvelles
toutes petites feuilles roses
elle regarde par la fenêtre
reçoit rien que les maigres rayons du nord
je la regarde pousser
de toutes mes forces
12.
une vieille femme dort
se tenant la tête ensanglantée
d’une petite main
de salle d’attente
un groupe de parleux
se plaignent des ceuses
qui respectent pas les mesures
l’autre se ronge les ongles
en jouant à candy crush
moi j’dessine la dame qui dort
au bandage enrubanné
le miracle humain
cherche plus
c’est ici
13.
souvent j'rêve aux autres
les inatteignables
les beaux
les grands
les géants de ma vie
les obsessions habituelles
on marche main dans la main
on est fulgurants
on est amoureux
on a l'habitude
on passe partout
je me réveille attendri e et songeus e
cette nuit
j'ai rêvé à toi
ouin
tu m'as engueulé e
parce que j'avais pas lavé
les cabarets
comme il faut.
reviens-en
des cabarets.
je ne veux pas
que mourir
devienne criminel
je ne parlerai pas
des rois
et des dieux
ils ne m’écouteront pas
de toute manière
je ne cherche plus
je marche tranquillement
les vitrines craquées
des entreprises locales
je ne lis pas les journaux
les poubelles brûlent
je mange du plastique
au bord de la rivière
et j’écoute les canards
je ne veux pas
que mourir
devienne
criminel
parce que mourir
prend toutes ses couleurs
quand le reste
sent
les poubelles
et le feu
mourir aujourd’hui
c’est le silence du ciel
qui s’étonne à nous voir
sans cesse nous perdre
mourir aujourd’hui
c’est voir le promoteur
couper nos collines
et ne rien dire
je reste là
et je ne bouge plus.
souvent
c'est ironique
mais ça pousse en mauvaises herbes
une affiche sur belvédère
un projet de développement sur la well
un condo
arrivé tout fait pendant la nuit
on ne sait quand
d'on ne sait où
habituellement
je ne le vois pas
mais cette fois-là
je l'ai vu
en pleine action
il était là
sur la terre
près de chez mon père
qui me fait rêver
d'être une vache
depuis que je suis enfant
il était là
avec ses plans de géant
ses grandes idées
son veston à rallonge
un personnage mythique
qu'on ne voit que dans les livres
près des gnomes
et des farfadets
le promoteur
j'ai pas tout de suite su
quoi faire
on n'est jamais préparé
à voir un fantôme
je me suis postée
derrière un arbre
et je l'ai toisé
lui et ses suivant.e.s
un petit essaim
le vent me rapportait leurs grands mots
de gens à vestons
à rallonge
ils parlent
de prestige
d'idéal
de
nouveaux
horizons
je pouvais pas
le laisser couper
nos collines
pour voir plus loin
pas celles-là
pas aujourd'hui
aujourd'hui
les vallées
servaient de hamac
à mon regard fatigué
et j'en avais besoin
je n'avais pas de temps à perdre
une apparition si rare
ne dure jamais bien longtemps
il me fallait faire quelque chose
et vite
on ne m'avait pas remarquée
et sa mercedez était à seulement
quelques pas
il l'avait laissée débarrée
parce qu'où vont les promoteurs
est chez eux
c'est ce que j'ai lu
je suis entrée
sur la banquette arrière
mon coeur en guerre
à faire péter ses vitres teintées
restée discrète
et j'ai attendu
j'ai entendu leur bourdonnement distingué
qui s'est rapproché
leurs talons hauts
leurs cuirs d'italie
s'enfonçait dans la terre molle
c'était bien lui
au devant de sa p'tite nuée
il a ouvert grand la portière
dit ses dernières salutations
distinguées, toujours
et s'est engouffré dans la voiture
par principe
je ne lui ai pas donné le temps
de tourner la clé dans le contact
j'ai utilisé la vieille chemise de peinture
de mon père
j'ai été surprise
par la faillibilité
d'un être si luxueux
quelques secondes
et une agitation vague des bras
comme les pattes d'un cafard
plus un bruit
le silence de la campagne est revenu
la mauvaise herbe
de toutes les couleurs
n'a jamais si bien poussé
c'est à en croire
que la terre est plus riche
qu'elle ne l'était
*extrait de mon futur roman à succès intitulé "j'ai tué le promoteur"
17.
quand j’étais petite
j’aimais remplir
les formulaires
comme des examens
où je connaissais
toutes les réponses
et sinon
y a papamaman à côté
pour tricher
j’attends au bord du téléphone
en speaker phone
depuis une heure
assise s’a bol
ambiance ascenseur à mille étages
les fourmis d’in jambes
à en oublier la question
envie de ne plus faire partie
envie de dire game over
le jeu
est même pas l’fun
anyway
j’trouve pas de serviette
pour la jeter
et je pense à cette p’tite moi
qui connaissait les réponses
je déserterais
n’importe quand
cette jungle
de papiers
à signer
j’aimerais
retrouver
là où
au lieu
d’un coup d’téléphone
c’est
un coup d’main
là où
on peut vraiment disparaître
pour vrai
là où
on a l’droit d’oublier
son numéro d’assurance sociale
les câbles de téléphone
pètent
comme les écrins trop tight
d’un archet
à même
mon incendie crânien
et je saurai la réponse une autre fois
18.
à la fin du jour
le nid
de mousse
les doigts
les cheveux
qui plient
doucement
la lumière fumée
l’embrasure
le front posé
tout est mou
enfin
silence
19. (rattrapage)
je suis échogène
c’est ce que des apprenti-échographes
penchés sur un petit écran en noir et blanc
m’ont dit l’autre jour
(je travaillais comme patient e standardisé e, je suis pas enceinte, merci)
je suis échogène
ça veut dire
que sur l’écran de mon échographie
on voit l’océan
les remous les dauphins l’orage qui
valsent
avec mes poumons
de mon foie poussent
fondent et réapparaissent
encore et encore
des arbres noirs
mon cœur
est une petite planète difforme
et fleurie
mon ventre est fait
de paysages à
couper mon souffle
...
...
« ok tu peux respirer »
le voilà
le diaphragme
mon utérus
le tout petit monstre
dans ma jaquette bleu ciel
beurrée jusqu’au dos
de gelée bleu nuit
petit murmur médical
mes yeux se baignent
c’est émouvant, la mer
je voudrais leur dire, leur montrer
mais en médecine
on n’apprend pas
à guérir l’océan
20.
reste un peu
le temps des crêpes
ou juste que
le soleil se balade un peu
sans nous
juste un peu encore
que le matin s'épuise
sous les draps
gaspille ta journée
avec moi
21.
j’ai réalisé
que je pense
à mes plantes
avant
de penser à toi
le matin
.
.
.
(victoire)
24.
je lui ai fait l'amour
comme on part
une tondeuse
j'aime pourtant
le gazon comme
mes poils
long et sauvage.
25.
j’aime les gens
qui marchent
près de la rivière
ceux qui traversent la rue
un soulier détaché
j’aime les gens
qui chantent
tous seuls
ceux qui baissent les yeux
ceux qui courent en shorts
j’aime les gens
qui écoutent des podcasts
et les gens qui n’aiment rien
j’aime les gens qui hésitent
qui oublient de quoi ils parlaient
j’aime les gens essoufflés
parce qu’ils parlent trop
et ceux qui se justifient
j’aime ceux qui se coupent la parole
et s’excusent
ceux qui se retiennent de parler
ceux qui ne savent plus quoi dire
et ceux qui se contredisent
sans s’en rendre compte
j’aime les gens
qui rient tous seuls
j’aime ceux qui cherchent quoi faire avec leurs mains
qui ne savent pas où s’accrocher
quand on ne dit plus rien
j’aime les silences
juste un peu trop long
quand mon cœur bat si fort
m’implore
de trouver une banalité
un meuble de mots
ou quand c’est les oiseaux
qui prennent la relève
j’aime les gens
qui fument et qui pleurent
quand les oiseaux se taisent
combien je vous aime...
26.
j’ai
pas pensé
aux conséquences
on
pense toujours
trop à elles
et elles pas à nous
j’me suis couché e sur le sol
plaquéventré e qu’on m’immole
je suis désolé e
j’ai voulu sauver
la face de la lune
elle m’a dit je t’aime
vas donc te coucher
si
tu entends
le jour
viens
qu’on lui joue
un tour
toutes seules on peut briller
winter 2019
failing that
bee stings
Egyptian
my nights
are insomnia
Caiman Duck Cat
I have a guest
from another civilization
in muscles and joints
i am the slave
of his reptile desires
and i want to sleep
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a garden in the head
it's snowing this morning
my comforter is all white
such a hollow garden
in the lungs
a garden of hens and solitude
a fireplace garden
my daydreams are so just happening
to rot seedlings.
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stir the snow
and the hummus
make very, very beautiful cakes
baba me
I know how to do that
make my living room
in your cracks
we will say the couch
it's the big root
baba me
I know how to do that
flush
with partridge
dead leaves
it's this way
baba me
I learned it all
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now baba
it's yours
play alone
it's like not playing at all
you have to make a good friend
it was you who invented boredom
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what are windows used for?
you eat
you play the fountains
you are going to be fine
did you find it
a color that suits you
and you wear it
not even
but it's
to that
what are windows used for
I swear
than trees
don't eat humans
one last time
I give it to you
I'm going to take a walk
are you coming with me
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this way
fern space
a hand of water
smoke
I didn't see the night fall
I stared at vegetables
and untangled the red wool
I crocheted
a bouquet of dried flowers
and mittens to hold them
I'm waiting for a call
at nightfall
I'm still waiting for a call
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in the silence
I find characters
in the folds of my skin
they do not agree
with me
on much
I will have to teach them
the art of being complicated
i spent the day
to untangle red wool
naked in the living room
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time untangles itself
makes neat swirls
like the stream, look
and then the grass to the moon
dry, I think
like my bunch of apples
that we will eat on your return
say, when are you coming back
I almost finished my knitting
shouldn't you miss it
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there is a war
in my stomach.
here
I announce it to you like that.
I would have looked for better words
sweeter words, maybe
but it takes what it takes
in times of war.
there is a war there
I thought she was born
when a shell falls
that I heard fall last summer.
it is not so.
my belly carries war
for a very long time.
my belly carries war
that my father's wore.
and that of his father
wore that of a distant elsewhere
that I have never known.
I have roots
who are angry with my wings
to want what they want.
you told me yesterday
hear your bones crack
under the pages
and the pages
of a story you didn't write
and I you
understand
so much.
my belly carries a war
and I promise you
never to take out arms again.
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what kind of poem
would give you the taste
to learn my language?
which words
softly sung
would make you want
to dance
with me
on the table
from your kitchen?
I wait for the time
where your hair
will come and find me
home
beyond the distances
of their isolation length
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you have a spider
on the cheek
she asks you
the right questions
she makes you canvases
of wool
she makes you a hat
do not worry
your spider
will hold you
warm
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I would very much love to
see your spells
like words
of peace
I would like
imagine me
one day dance
with you
like spirals of smoke
in the middle of our rubble
I know we will find
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here
it's snowing
my fingers
are not blue for that
and finally
we eat.
napomo 2019 (Mois national de la poésie)
Écrire un poème par jour pendant le mois d'avril
1.
I slided on the cutout
from both sides of the world
of mine, surely
I felt
how we breathe
to the top
to the hollow
right here I would have planted myself
you know those moments
where the future is spread over a kitchen
worse on windows that overlook the snow
you know when you would settle down in a thought
you would start a family there
you might buy a dog there
it slid well ...
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2.
I arrive at the end of the measured days
the dust of sherbrooke smells of spring
sometimes
I pissed in the river
and I smiled in the sun
my backpack full of groceries
no leaf holder
it was a good time
along the galt is
the left knee starting to heat up
the unrolled turtleneck
improvised gas mask
I could remember what I was thinking
watching the tanks
splash me with brown puddles
I think I wondered how I do
to be happy too
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4.
my room is clean
I was able to friends
I'm so happy
no, it's not true
let's see
your best is a plant
you're chill
you are in heaven
you're right
I'm angels
I drank a smoothie
it was a green smoothie
yo
a green smoothie
I'm angels
I sorted my dust
and I put the things that look alike together
the trash can is full
and I was able to make friends
there's jazz and there's björk
well there is my succulent too
I'm angels
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5.
I even tore my curtain to make me a skirt
I took dried flowers
to reassure my usual hairstyle
the proud boots
the wrapped idea
I'm going cruising
the end of a loneliness
both hands on the microphone
the open heart
come and fix this for you
this material to imagination
it happens
to whistle you have to know how to vomit (that is the sentence?)
I dressed up for the ghosts
I screamed
as if to seduce
the end of the world
it echoed
in my cracks
it happens
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7.
they would smell like a lake and the edge of a fire
with a touch of the fragrant effort of a lumberjack
they would be made from lullabies and pillows
reckless sailboats
they would taste the fir
and write poems on my back
rhyming poems
would count the number of my vertebrae as if to remember it
and take my neck as we take the sea
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8.
this is me
you ask me
“Why do you want to isolate yourself? "
there is a volcano and splashing
you don't hear them
you are empathetic for what is heard
it's not your fault
and that's you
"We're social animals, you know"
the sublime woman on the big screen
who hides his face with one hand
so that we do not recognize her in the cinema room
you walked here for tea
and you speak all languages without understanding me
you play the piano with headphones
"Music is a way
music is always a way
to understand ”
My beautiful unconditioned.
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10.
your
a movement in the appetite
a wave that postmoderns
no longer waited
I found you beautiful
and you ate with your mouth open
unusual objects
you walk as a work of contemporary art
in a parade of machinery
you're like a critic
that burns the pages
of the journal esse
your
a fucking masterpiece
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12
I feel like crying when I see the fruit shops
we don't cry in the fruit
we laugh there we fuck
but we don't cry
it's well known
but fruit shops that overlook the street
of fruit galleries arranged by color
as in europe or in the south
there is not that in sherbrooke
Yes, good
it had been a long time since I had been to Montreal.
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16.
i may be sick
cause i wrote too much poetry
tried so hard to open the valves
that my nose took on the job
i may have a cold
cause montreal smelled so much like memories
that my nose needed a break
maybe it is
hemorrhage from a tiny cataclysm
who, born in a bulge between two ribs,
spread to my sinuses
and in my lungs
some have dreams
i have a cold
am i sick
cause sleep is better for me
than existential crises
i watch Varda movies and eat soup
i guess
my body needed
to be unhealthy in some way
it's all about balance, what i say
well then
here's my napomo for today
well then
monapo, guide my steps
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17.
in the parking lot behind my block
a child in a snowsuit
imitates the croak of the crow
standing in a brown puddle
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18.
Yes mom
i know mom
I apologize
I have this anger mom
you see
I don't know when it starts
and I don't know how to make it finish
But
I want to live it mom
I want to make it exist
somewhere in the world
I want to see it burst
it's not your fault mom
and you know it's coming
and let it go
do you know that in?
you know it like me
and we are looking for what to say
and there is nothing to say
you are already doing so enough
i can't smile
and i don't want
you see
I do not want.
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19.
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21.
my head of tangled tentacles
of neurons that become inflamed
i could be the one
chilling in an empty softball field
to learn the guitar
under the fly spots
in ideal frustrated
in balance between passion
and desertion
i could just chill
I could worry
for what already touches me
Carry on
to live in
sinéad melodies
and lie down while waiting
let the summer pass
22.
an idea-
being bored
a feeling
moving my fingers
on the waves
of the sheets
center of a room
filled with paper and knives
and thread and fabric tissues
a secret house for sleepy moments
and oh so short songs
wool blankets
merge into the curtains
they blend into each other
i must be a memory
the idea of a spoon
the silence between
the covers
i'm on top of the blankets
but i won't be seen
i expect to be forgotten
while i examine a pillow
and all its subtleties
a fold a shadow a creek
and you're no where to be remembered
an idea-
being bored
with you
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24.
What for?
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because of the poems
from the chills in the back of the neck
because of my body
because of the mirrors
because of the drawings
because of likes
because of josé yvon and denis vanier
because of the bacon tea and the corbeil runaways
because of the morning days
because of the baklawas
because of my unfulfilled and insatiable desire for recognition
because of my fear of death
because of the sleeping beauty who had so much beautiful hair because she was doing nothing but sleeping while waiting for her life to begin in the arms of a man who would never meet her needs for respect and sensuality Platonic
because of denial
because of my hate
because of my father's hatred
because of the beaks in the neck not welcome
because of the treasure hunts
stock market investments
high school history lessons
because of my first stepmom
because of my second mother-in-law
because of my friends who didn't love each other
because of my friends who didn't love themselves
because of my running away
because of my nightmares
because of everything i felt losing my name
because of the mountains
streets
cents
of my ukulele which fit in the decor
because of those skirts that made me feel sensual
because of their thicknesses not possible and spontaneous dances on the edge of the highway listening to the music of hair in the speakers of the westfalia
because of the hash
because of other languages
because of the sea
because of the jams
because of the guys telling me I sing good without using words
because of the voluntary high
because of the scary high
because of the labyrinths
because of the advice
because of the pipes
because of the droughts
floods
earthquakes
of the end of the world
because of my catechesis teacher who spoke about my future
because of the shaved heads challenge
because of the cool reviews
because of pornography in nathan's bedroom at 12
because of the color days
because it feels good
because I don't think about it
because my parents told me to do whatever I want
and I think that's what I want
because my retina is more sensitive to color nuances than guys'
especially that of my brother
because I had good grades in high school
because I'm a baby who wishes I never touched a tax return
because I would like to stay forever in a mother's arms
even a mom who graffiti me
especially a mom who graffiti me
because I would like to move to a cave
because I'm too scared to leave the city and realize that in the end the city is not the source of all my problems
because I am invincible
because I don't know how to lose
because I don't take everything into consideration
because it makes me feel invincible
because I am an anarchist, I believe
because I had to close a collection of texts from students graduating in philosophy at uqam because I was getting too wet
because I enjoy reading texts of blueberries and peaches
because sometimes I would like to be Inuit
and that at other times I find myself perfectly stupid and privileged to even be able to think about it
because I believe in reincarnation
because I knew how to conjugate the verb to sew when I was 7 years old
because I said "it's good"
because I burst into tears a few seconds later
and that I realized that I had to become a baker's clown a few seconds later
because I lasted two years
because I lasted two years and eight months
because I lasted three years and six months
because I lasted five years and four months
because I lasted seven years
because I was fifteen and a half years old
because I toughé eighteen years and five months
because I toughé twenty-one years and 10 months
and that I still hold seated
because i was just born
because I felt like I was going to die
because julia cried when she thought about that
because his hands were shaking
because I can breathe into a microphone
because sense loses weight when you don't think about it
because I feel better when I don't think
because naked, I am sufficient
because naked, I disappeared
because my sheets are stained
because philippe didn't like my alarm clock songs
because zik-mou limited me to a cuilliere and I would have preferred to be a singer with taquino
because two chords are already a lot
because I make boxes to move in
because the sound of marbles inspires me to symphonies
because there are puppet theaters in my head
because I don't like the taste of vodka
because I can't swim
because otherwise I would have eaten too much cheese and cold meats
because I dreamed of alleys
because it's ridiculous and it's useless
because godspeed makes me wet
because I want to fuck around
because eyebrows are a passion
because because because
and then thanks
in flanagan
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27.
yeah
I don't feel it
but it's there
it's now
to date
I'm just sitting in the toilet
locker
but when i get up
wipe my hands
take the wheel
behind me
all boxes
stuffed with my things
left as dead
it will be there
really there
I will have nothing else in mind
only that
it will even whisper
in the cracks of the clouds
in the bends of the road
I will still have to find
to whom to offer my plants
and that I pass
the broom in the old apartment
But
I am there
I don't feel it yet
but under my feet
only my boots
under my feet
only my boots
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28.
I would like to send this text
in mourning for an atmosphere
of the time that I took
to take my breath / more than
my breath
my wind
my squall
than
it seems
I had lost a bit
somewhere in a ventilation hatch
aging
like the huge tree that filled the courtyard
and that we threatened to cut
I must pay tribute
on headphones
and to cucina povera
with pencils
and martine
at the water
and to mary
marie, my succulent marie
I must shower with praise
the cup of tea
elegant rounded shape
who
served on evenings in February or April
was ideal for airing
its content
and avoid
the burn
dried chamomile
this is what I prefer
winter 2019
stop talking about your parents
and just breathe the air
i can also breathe
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walk on your path
like everybody else
forget that unusual
friend you made
you're filled with good reasons
to be wrong
and to hurt me to death
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you know
you'll get away with it
anyway
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you don't deserve
to be a resting body
but so don't
all the others
in your yoga class
and they live their best lives
and there's nothing more to say
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tell me what really stayed
of the prints i have made
on your heads and your calves
tell me when you washed them off
and at what point you forgot them
we're all gonna die
we're all gonna die
we're all gonna die
we're all gonna die
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tell me why your room was filled
with futile objects and colors
i noticed you forgot to open the curtains
when i left
did you forget the morning, too?
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you wrote poetry
you let yourself believe you knew me
holding me so tight
your breath was a bit short
why was it so short?
you didn't get published
i did
you wanted to collaborate
in our sleep
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i walked in the raining snow
and i thought of your cold eye
staring at winter
what are we even doing here
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i walked with the girl
that built you a garden
you didn't like
we talked about flowers
there was snow in my boot
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you thing drawing
over your phone
i watched a Ted talk on
introverted people
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i posted a suggestive poem
on my Instagram
because i felt the need to do so
hoping you wouldn't mind
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you are still drawing
i am still writing
while you do self-portraits
with your own blood
i write about you
and i wish you didn't know
